Please don't hurt me...

What can I say?
What could I think!?...
I ruin my life...
Soo proud of myself,
I'm collapsing...
Never thought,
It could be you!
Such a small problem...
I'm soo confused!

I have BIG things.
To think about,
But...

My pain is soo real!
I try to find a way...
But I ruin it all again,

However I still dream!
I can imagine your face...
Your actions, your moves,
Your smile, your heart...

Soo perfect...

I just want to cry,

Please wait for me!
My head kills me...
What can I say?